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BEAUTIFUL Oh listen to my heart~

thesweet-obsession@bs.com
every one is welcome. Leave if u're unhappy.
and i don't entertain people. tyvm.

just as simple as that

Stayed at home for the whole day today. BEAST's MV is out~ ^^ love it.



and guess what? I-OH from LEDAPPLE replied my tweet. I'm 'spazzing' now. Well, i got a screen shot of the tweet. Not now. I'm not gonna upload. I'll just keep it to myself for now. ^^ What a cute and hot guy he is. Oh, and did i mention? I'm going for MNET! (: Thanks to Dhyllis' mother. But now, i'm owing her mother more money got of MNET. I'd owe her about 300plus after counting SS3. ohmygoosh. i think my angbao money will be gone by den. ): Gonna continue watching my Japanese drama. Hope i'll see his reply on twitter soon again! ~~ ^-*

went out with dhyllis and emily again yesterday. to collect tickets. but well.. that person didn't turn up again. guess we'll have to get it on the day itself. we went to novena, to follow emily to collect her ukiss tickets. wow, it's VVIP! ): how i wish i can go. and we ate lunch together and bought a new wallet. haha. Then off to suntec and den to tamp. Went to Dhyllis' house and had dinner.
oh, guess what. BEAST's beautiful peformance is so awesome~ :D



another day passed.
suppose to do something today. But it seems like the plan didn't work. not me. but her. i'm getting irritated. not mentioning who. i will keep it to myself.
met Emily yesterday with Dhyllis at Tamp. Went to eat burger king and had a great time together. I just love how she tell us her stories. About the taiwanese band.. about the kpop stuff. Making me forget everything that i'm thinking off. Seriously, i love laughing! HAHA. Chatting in the burger king was not enough. Continued standing outside the MRT station for another good half an hour. Rushed home and did what i was suppose to do. Really. I haven't meet her since the day i met her at the BEAST's autograph session. I'm happy to know a friend like her. (:
Today, nothing much as usual. Spending my time on the computer. Staring at it blankly. Oh, yes. Reading Fanfic. Of kyuhyun ^^~ and meet up with rach to collect something for Dhyllis. Yes. feel like punching her right now. ( just joking). I'm seriously bored. writing rubbish and doodling on my post it.
here, see what i mean? haha


sigh, i'm spazzing at this photo. But,sadly.. its not mine. Well, at least i can keep it for a few days.. Nothing on tmrw. I don't know what to do. and i've been sleeping REAL LATE this few days. About 4~5. or 5~6. its already morning. This is horrible. Eyebags are already forming below my eyes. ): i never really had eyebags before..



It's Super Junior's 5th anniversary yesterday.
HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY, SJ! (:
Love them so so much. Because of them, i've spend so much money for the past few months. Buying their things without even thinking. Really can't wait to see them. hoho.

Why am i even playing maple again? Omg. well, it's addictive. FOR AWHILE. not for long.
I think i really need to stop playing soon. And go for tuition, to prepare for sec4. Yes, my cousin is being angry. Quarreling over small matters such as MAPLE. She's older than me, but the way she think is just way way different. I mean, why would you want to get angry over someone in a 'online game' when you don't even know that person? It annoys me. I'm not going to care anymore. It's better for me to be in my kpop world. With lots of friends. :D
It's 1:28AM nooow. I'm gonna wake up early tmrw go out with Dhyllis to get her SS2 DVD. I did something bad today.. Hoping that my father won't find out. (don't think wrong.. )
Oh, i went to cut my hair ytd too. My fringe is short now. I love it. Currently re-watching Playful Kiss Special on YouTube. Seung Jo is so sweeeet. I want to see him live. (: and i'm looking forward for Mnet and SS3!
wahahaha.

i shall go sleep now.

I'm waiting to see u-kiss. on the 19th. Hopefully i can get my tickets!
Should i not go for cca? I mean, it's not my fault for not going, cause i pre-ordered the tickets before they tell us there's a change for our cca practices. So.. I guess i'm not going for practice. Just this once! Went back school for chemistry today. I shall cut my hair some where this week. I feel like getting myself a contact lense.. But i'm kinda scared to put it in. Sigh. Lets just see whats gonna happen. I guess i won't be updating until a few weeks later.
byebye

Finally, the year is ending soon.
This year actually passed more faster than i thought. Lots of things happened this year. But i'm happy to know new friends from this class. End of year examinations are over~ and now it's time for me to relax myself after all the learning and tiring performances from school. I'm always worrying about my results. Stressing myself too much. Thinking on the negative side when i can't do things properly. Thinking that i'm gonna fail, even without trying it.
I regret for not studying harder during the EOY exams. Did quite badly, as compared to the results i had in mid-year. Well, the most important thing is, i get to promote to sec 4 NA next year. I was so afraid that i couldn't make it. But, yes.. i did (:
Rank 5th in class and 34th in level.
Should i be happy, or sad? I know i'm promoted to sec 4, but.. what about my other friends? Especially those who are very close to me. I don't wanna see them retain. I feel sad when i see them being troubled by all this problems. What can i do? There's nothing i can do.. Sitting there and just watch them.. sigh. I'm not good at comforting people..
I'll just sit here, and pray hard for you. Hoping that u will be promoted.. okay?
Don't be so upset about it..
Last day of school in SAC (bedok north). We will be studying at a holding school next year, which i don't like it. It's so... yucky :/
Anyway! I might be able to go Mnet. But i'll definitely go for SS3! I've been waiting for so so so LONNNNG! It's the best if i can go for both though.. and i think i'm starting to like fahrenheit? -.- naah, i'm just joking.. I'm just addicted to KO.one and x-family. I'm gonna watch my SS2 videos~ Donghae is so hot and cute. This is the first time that i think he's hot. I love it so much. I'm waiting for November to come~ wooohoo~ gonna go now. Bye~

aissh.. havent been posting for so long again.
exams.. so stress ): i think i'm gonna do quite badly this time. i'm not confidence enough to say that i will pass everything. especially chinese, english, and math.. ohmygosh. these are the main few subjects.. and now... pft.
i will update more tmrw den. KOB. i'm loving that show ^^
jal ja.

Here are the photos for ZE:A's showcase!













I'm not uploading all to my blog, there's too much. Total of 195 photos in my facebook album! haha. Love them. What a wonderful showcase. How i wish i can rewind the time, and pause it there. (i'm spazzing already). *-*

I think i've promised to upload some photos i took when i went to the airport to fetch ZE:A~ haha. yes, and here are some of it! Not all, cause i'm lazy. x:











Oh yeeees. can you see? I'm so super close to DongJun and JunYoung! They're like just right in front of me. Hmm, maybe it's because i'm standing just right behind the barrier. Haha. I got this opportunity to see them up close in the airport all thanks to Rachel~ (:
I will upload the ZE:A's Showcase one soon.

Oh yes. Finally back. But still have lots of homework to do. September holidays are so not fun at all. Except for the part that i've went out with some of the CCA's members and going for ZE:A's showcase. Yes! They're totally awesome. So hot. So friendly. Also, it was the first time that i've actually went to airport to fetch some kpop idol group. haha. Haven't have enough sleep ever since the school had started. English and Chinese are so stressful. So is math and chemistry. I don't know a single shit for chem :/ so difficult to understand. and guess what, EOY is like.. in less than 2weeks time. ohno.
I'm really sick and tired of all those sickening nonsense. About friendships, and relationships between the juniors in cca. I'm just not going to care anymore. I'll focus on my studies for now. Until EOY is over. Going to study with Chai Na tmrw after school (: and im off to tuition after that. YES. i'll have to do a lot of revisions!
i'm off to do my homework now. Bye people.

OH. Happy Birthday QinQian ^^

If i were to be given a choice, i'd choose to leave.
School have been so stressful nowadays. Just one more month, and it's already End of year exam. So fast..
rehearsal yesterday at MOE building for teachers' day. It was kinda suckish, but i didn't care much cos i can't do anything. Juniors have been giving us problems lately. They have the talent to do it. They can play. Just that they didn't want to. But, that's not the problem. The most important thing is to treat us with RESPECT. It's really not that difficult. I've realised that after the arts alive performance, the bond between us have become.. much more "strong"? or i can say, the relationship between the seniors and the juniors have become much more closer. BUT. the more closer u get, the more annoying u find them. I'm not trying to be mean or something... it's.. the truth. Well, lets just skip this topic. Performance at MOE building was okay today. Our conductor said that we did a great job. Well, i don't think so. There's so many missing notes, and you say we did a 'great' job? It's really not up to our standards..
Visited teachers from primary school today. But i didn't get to see miss foo. I guess i went too late.. and she've gone home or something.. mrs lui retired already. so sad. i really miss her. Anw, zhang lao shi is still the same.. haha. she was so happy that we came back to visit her. how cute can she be.. (:



Haven't been posting for a very long time. I'm super busy nowadays.. common test have just finished not long, but EOY is coming soon. I'm quite satisfied with my results too.. anw, this picture was taken during the raffles city's performance, which is last week i guess. Yesterday was arts alive 2. A concert which consist all the performing arts group people. Rehearsals was tiring, so is the actual show. Get lots of scolding. But, i think that yesterday was the best show, ever since the sec4s and 5s stepped down this year. The sec1s have really really improved. I'm amazed.. Hope that this will continue.

It's 24 July~ so fast.. :(
2more weeks & it's common test. Aaahh! Anw,sorry for not updating for so long. Suju's gonna stop promoting.. It's their last performance tmrw~ sigh. It's so fast.. Well.. Next week is gonna be a busy week.. Monday i have cca practice.. Tuesday i have extra practice.. Wednesday, im going to leave class at 12.30 for performance rehearsal. The worst thing is to miss math lessons -.- hmph..
Oh yes.. Congratulations for SHINee ! Their comeback was awesome..
I shall post more tmrw if I have time (: bye people!

슈주, 샤이니.. 파이팅~

Happy Birthday, Leona~
생일축하합니다 ♥

Heello. Didn't have time to post for a very long time.. This June holidays are totally awesome to the max! But I didn't like the part where I need to go back to school. I'm glad that angklung alive concert is done. Super junior, u-kiss and beast came during this June holidays! I didn't really care if I go or not, but I managed to see all 3! Because of this, I'm now currently broke. Haha. As I mentioned in the previous post about the suju's showcase.. It was awesome.. But not for the queuing part. Ukiss' fans are friendly. Even though I didn't get to see them face to face during the fan meeting session.. But I'm lucky enough to win the lucky draw and to get their autographed poster and 1pair of tickets to watch the sheng shiong show (: their showcase was the best! I seriously had lots of fun that day. Also, beast was the most memorable one! Hi5 session was fun. I get to hi5 all of them :D dongwoon smiled! Directly at me! As for the autographed session.. The queuing seriously SUCKS! Because of the stupid thing, the stupid organizer make us stand under the rainy weather, now I'm down with a flu, sore throat and fever.. How annoying. But I guess it's all worth it.. Because of beast! Also, I get to know new friends ^-^! when I was going up to the stage for their autograph, I thought that I won't have any nervious feelings.. But! When yoseob smiled at me, my heart was thumping so fast! He smiled, and I smiled back.. Den he look down and sign the album.. He smiled back again when he finish signing. How cute can he be?! Hyunseung gave me a very friendly smile.. So is doojoon.. As for dongwoon.. I think I've been to heaven for a second. I didn't plan to say anything.. Cos I feel very awkward.. But dongwoon smiled at me and said hi to me after I smiled back.. Ohmygooosh. So sweeeeet. How I wish I said saranghae to him ytd.. Pft. Kikwang.. Junhyung.. Funny people.. Haha! 
This was a super super wonderful memory for me! Aaaahh! I will upload pics when I'm free.. Just hope that I'll feel better tmrw.. 
Annyeong!

Ihateyou.

I've never thought that I'd hate u. Well,it's ur fault.. You're the one who asked for it. I won't mention anything here. But, I'm sure all my close friends around me know what happened, and who did it. Like to do it so much? You think it's fun to copy others? Hah. I recommand u to jump off the buildings or eat shit right now. Sure.. Go ahead and listen to what those sucidals do.. Since u like it so much. I know that u'll definetly enjoy it. Go back to ur own world. Go back to where u belongs and where u come from.. Stop all ur nonsense. It doesn't suits u.. There's something I always wanted to tell u.. "wake up. Stop copying what others do. Have a sense of ur own originality and not others.."..
Just how annoying can u be..?

Haven't post for quite a long time.. Oh anw, on the 6th I went to suju's showcase. I never think that I can actually see them live but yes. A lot of unhappy things had happened in that morning and afternoon. Thanks to those cheena people. Bitch. I guess they don't have any manners and their parents didn't teach them. Awww. I don't pity them at all. Well, that stupid short hair woman stepped on my hand and didn't even bother to turn around and apologis?! Wow. And guess what. She looks like she's in her mid twenties! How can such people exsit.. You're old.. Suju won't like u. They'll only like older Korean woman. Not cheena. Oh anw, let's just put that aside. 730, showcase started. So near yet so far :( but I enjoyed. Tiring, but worth it(: the only thing is that kyuhyun didn't come due to his surgery.. Sigh. Get well soon !

7-10th. Tough training for angklung alive concert. Real tiring. Whole body is aching:( but I love how we played the mission impossible.. & mama mia. Love the catchy rhythm. Just hope I won't have to go through this again.. (: can't wait for ukiss meet and greet/ showcase! Wheeeee~

I think.. I survived today?
Seriously.. But I think that school lessons are now somehow better than cca. It really make me feel very stress out! I just can't stop thinking about wads gonna happen next.. Scoldings.. Maybe. I just wish that I'm not in this cca. I've made the wrong choice.. I don't seems to enjoy it anymore. Not a single bit. I think that going for cca is a total waste of time for me now. I want to depend on those seniors again. I want to be like a kid who always get the compliments when u did something good. I want.. I want..
I want to be a sec1 again..
I once loved cca. But,not anymore for now. Cca it's just like a total nightmare to me nowadays. Thinking of it makes me feel stress out.. Thinking of it makes my headache go worst! I've been waiting for someone to come back.. Just to guide us.. Just for now.. Until next year's syf is over.. Guide us.. Will you?
I've never,ever.. Feel that I'm dying from stress before! Really. I thought that eveything was so easy to solve it.. And I don't feel that stress at all. For syf, yes.. Of course there will be some stress.. But not until I can't take it anymore and just burst out crying. Seriously.. I really can't take this anymore longer.. I'm afraid that I might just go insane and get depression sooner or later.
Please.. Tell me what to do..
I should just not care about cca..
Should I..?
I'm feeling so sick now.. I can't think anymore..

Heello. Shall post today. i'm sorry for not updating, as i'm super busy. Busy with cca.. yes. I'm at Dinah's house now. haha. oh well, today was so called the last day of school.. for the lower sec. i still have one more week of lessons to go next week, until 4th june. sigh. and there's many up coming cca practice. combine rehearsal and more. i think i'll just go insane! But the good thing is, there's only 3 cca practice during the june holidays (: hope that the up coming concert that we are gonna have will be a success! For MYE, i failed both combine humans and my math. sigh. shall work harder next time. Ohoh! suju's coming ): but i don't think i can go! i mean, its crazy! u can only get the tickets when u buy the handphone from singtel! what rubbish! ): why cant they just sell on sistics! its just so annoying..! i swear i'm gonna go to airport this time, no matter what! i've been waiting for so long! and it came true! they are coming! but.. -speechless-
ahhhhhhhhh! it's just so.. stupid. hmph.

( went out ytd with leona and emilia, funfun. and emilia make a lot of funny noise. HAHA! -pinch-!)

shall end here. Byeee!
no school tmrw. YAY!